Hamaar Asmaan

Intro... Well to start with I would like you all to know that I passed my B.Tech in Mechanical Engineering for Sri Ram Murti Smarak College of Engg. and Tech., Bareilly. After that I was jobless and so came to Delhi like many of my batchmates and got job with CTGP after around a month and half. It was a small private limited company with a Lala as its Chairman. Now CTGP is actually a half a century old company in various fields like industrial products, OTR *   and special application tyres, Runflat Wheel Assemblies, Conveyors, Rubber Linings etc.. Everyone of you know what industrial products and tyres are, so I would tell you what runflat wheel assemblies are. These are specially for the Armoured and bullet proof vehicles used by army, para milatary forces and police for combat operations and also for carrying defence personnels in sensitive areas. It is also is used to carry VVIPs like P.M., C.M....etc... As it is a special product and of strategic importance and th...

After quite amount of time i am today writing on my blog. Around 2 days ago me and utkarsh were discussing a rare unlawful and frightening (for me) experience of mine. I again felt that chill, that fear and all those feelings which were then I was going through. Only a handful of people which includes my brothers (not each and everyone but some) and some friends. The experience I can't say completely changed me but it changed my attitude towards things, towards people and to some extent my behavior. Well in coming posts I am gonaa describe it from starting to end.... lets see how good could I describe...

Yeasterday I saw a beautiful movie. INVICTUS... now Invictus is also a poem William Henely and the meaning of the poem is shown very beautifully in the movie. The movie itself is based on true story staged in SOUTH AFRICA during the presidential tenure of Nelson Mandela. It shows how Nelson Mandela used his team to set an example for his people and to unite his country. A great movie to watch. For me its somehow inspiring, specially the last two lines of poem which goes in the background. "I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul." I am pasting the poem under for u all to read so may be any one of you could also find it good for them... Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror...

Jo is samay meri jindagi mein chal raha hai, vo dekhkar to yahi lag raha hai... "EK TARAF TALAB AUR EK TARAF KHAI, SHAYAD YAHI HAI MERI LIFE". Taday I have been given Ultimatum by my company that I had to do sales work they cannot provide me any other profile...(actually saalon ke paas hai hi nahin...) and also cannot transfer me to another division. So now I had to do sales or as they say give your resignation. Tough situation to counter with, don't want to go into sales profile but is stuck with a trading comapny (though they call themselves as SERVICE COMPANY...) but can't get any service contract since over a year from any of their customers. And now m not getting jobs from my core....(main pada hua adhaa bhool bhi chuka hoon..) agar interview hua bhi toh padna bahut padega..(vo problem nahin hai...) Problem hai ki agar yahan ab dab gaya toh dab hi jaaunga....aur resign de diya toh abhi paas mein koi aur job hai nahin... thats why I am in a fix hindi...

Well ws takin a note of some various great events of my life..... Observed that the unplanned things were far more better than those which were planned, The list for me is long for those unplanned moments which I would always remember, same I beleive would be everyone out there. It is may be because those were most unexpected in our lives n we enjoyed them to fullest at that moment. We always enjoyed that event or moment or whatever u call it. It is may be because we don't have any expectations from that moment, we don't have any grudges for it when it lasts. Its because none of our expectations were unfulfilled by it as we didn't have any from it.... So guys live every moment with joy and always expect magic and surprises to happen..... AB

Well its been a lot of time and may be many of us would have forgotten the disaster resulted due to the spread of SARS Virus..... I was today just going through Stephen Hawkings site and read about Jayant Narlikar (Last time I had heard about him was that he counducted some experiments to check bacterias in outer space....) Well just for the information for u all guys..Jayant Narlikar is India's most prominent Astrophysicst-astronomer and is knowm world widw for his work in cosmology, astrophysics. He even had shared his office with Hawkings during their stay at Cambridge. He had been awarded Padmabhushan at an early age of 26 way back in 1965. Well coming back to what I was intended to say was that according toi the experiment done by Mr. Narlikar there are various bacterias and micro-organism which live in outer space. Now by this experiment Narlikar is trying to suggest that SARS was not an earthly virus but it was an alien virus which did this....now thats sound intrest...

This is absurd ..real absurd...anyone who wud be serious with work will call this absurd. I had taken off from office on my will without telling anything in my company. Actually I actually don't want to continue with the job witgh my present organisation anymore. They are suckin my ass like anything but i can't resign. They have my documents and they are at stake. And also if I resign they wiuld claim a heafty sum of aroing 70000 on me. This would be difficult but gotta move on to find something better for me. Though I had learnt much from my job but now can't withstand. Lets see wats in store for me. Theres gonna be a short  difficult period abd hope wud get over from it soon....