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14/12/2016: Mind ke mindless thoughts

Today on 14/12/2016 I have again got up early as early as 04:00 a.m., and again it's for travel for official reasons.

But this time it is different as after long time I am taking up a long train journey 1000km plus.

This is courtsey my boss who has not provided approval for flight travel this time as I & he had some arguments, so this is his way of taking revenge. I don't for how long with such attitude and environment I may be able to work with him, though I don't want to leave the organisation so early as I am also looking for stability in my life and overall the company is fine to work with.

But things are getting difficult with such decision for not granting approval for air travel and to travel by train for long journeys which will take approx. one full day to reach my destination I am feeling demotivated, discouraged and kind of demoted also.

Non stability in professional life  and other job related things have started taking toll on my own social and family life. Though I am not married yet but the talks are on q it would get difficult more if I get marrired. And getting married is itself a big task to accomplish which is a whole other level of  issue to be tackled.

Let's see how things pan out in next 2-3months....which may or may not be for better or can be entirely pleasant.

-AB





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