Confused..rather... on dark path...

Sometimes u know that something is going wrong but still u can't do anything for it....

Same is going with me..I know m doing wrong...know that m not using my will power fully....rather would say that I'm not able to execute with my will power not able to do right things n had a feeling that going in the dark path but is not able to do anything though I like to do something about it.....
May be it is due to that m leading a easy life for about a year and not willing to go back to that struggling phase again...but am I really leading a good lyf...:-/
well hopin all things would be sorted out after I visit my Home at Bareilly....may be...
lets hope for the best....

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