Hamaar Asmaan

The Preparation I had till now decided to go for the assignment and prove myself after all opportunity never comes again and again on your door. I was a bit excited from inside and a little bit nervous too. That time I could say it was a mixed type of feeling on percentage basis it could be, 50% excitement and 50%  fear, or 80% excitement and 20% fear, or may be vice verca i.e., 20% excitement and 80% fear. Well I really was not able to understand what I was feeling at that time and thats the best part of it. Sometimes getting out of your comfort zone helps to you see the things in this world which you really admire, events from which you take lessons and memories which you cherish through your whole life, and thats really what all life is all about. Isn't it????? So I started the preparations ... What I needed for this kind of assingment, I sat down on my chair in the cabin and listed down all the things on my note pad. The list was something...

The Assignment Revealed Well as you know that I had been given an assignment by my MD and asked my HOD to Breif me about the Assignment and its sensitiveness. So the conversation which took palce was as this, HOD: So, Akshat tommorow morning you need to go to Medak. Me: o.k. and whom I have to meet there. MD: Actually No One. No one in the office should also not know where you are going and this include your friends also (he meant Krish...) I was dumbstruck for a second... Me: means.. MD: Its something classified and confidential. And in this business keep in mind only few office people know things in detail about this business which include Me , your HOD MR and now onwards you. HOD: You need not to meet anyone there on the first day, even you shouldn't enter into the factory premises. Me: fine, but what I had to do then... HOD: There is a testing of our competitors product there tommorow and you have to click pictures and if possible make video film of the sam...

"The beginning" Now as you all know am working with CTGO into their security division of the company as an Quality Engineer in the beginning, as was told to me by the management. Though my position was as an Engineer Trainee and designation was " Team Member-Engg. Team". The experience I am talking about took place in the month of November'09. Krish and I were just winding up for the day in our cabin. The cabin was shared between Abhay, me and one other guy. We went to our respective  HODs to bid them farewell for the day..(actually to take permission to go out on official time....) if no other important work for the day was left undone. When I  reached to NM who was my HOD, I was told to wait for some time as there is some work to be done and she will call me in around half an hour. My first reaction to it was like "what????? have to wait again....but why?? why me only...??? and blah blah blah......" and I started abusing the management withi...

Intro... Well to start with I would like you all to know that I passed my B.Tech in Mechanical Engineering for Sri Ram Murti Smarak College of Engg. and Tech., Bareilly. After that I was jobless and so came to Delhi like many of my batchmates and got job with CTGP after around a month and half. It was a small private limited company with a Lala as its Chairman. Now CTGP is actually a half a century old company in various fields like industrial products, OTR *   and special application tyres, Runflat Wheel Assemblies, Conveyors, Rubber Linings etc.. Everyone of you know what industrial products and tyres are, so I would tell you what runflat wheel assemblies are. These are specially for the Armoured and bullet proof vehicles used by army, para milatary forces and police for combat operations and also for carrying defence personnels in sensitive areas. It is also is used to carry VVIPs like P.M., C.M....etc... As it is a special product and of strategic importance and th...

After quite amount of time i am today writing on my blog. Around 2 days ago me and utkarsh were discussing a rare unlawful and frightening (for me) experience of mine. I again felt that chill, that fear and all those feelings which were then I was going through. Only a handful of people which includes my brothers (not each and everyone but some) and some friends. The experience I can't say completely changed me but it changed my attitude towards things, towards people and to some extent my behavior. Well in coming posts I am gonaa describe it from starting to end.... lets see how good could I describe...

Yeasterday I saw a beautiful movie. INVICTUS... now Invictus is also a poem William Henely and the meaning of the poem is shown very beautifully in the movie. The movie itself is based on true story staged in SOUTH AFRICA during the presidential tenure of Nelson Mandela. It shows how Nelson Mandela used his team to set an example for his people and to unite his country. A great movie to watch. For me its somehow inspiring, specially the last two lines of poem which goes in the background. "I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul." I am pasting the poem under for u all to read so may be any one of you could also find it good for them... Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror...

Jo is samay meri jindagi mein chal raha hai, vo dekhkar to yahi lag raha hai... "EK TARAF TALAB AUR EK TARAF KHAI, SHAYAD YAHI HAI MERI LIFE". Taday I have been given Ultimatum by my company that I had to do sales work they cannot provide me any other profile...(actually saalon ke paas hai hi nahin...) and also cannot transfer me to another division. So now I had to do sales or as they say give your resignation. Tough situation to counter with, don't want to go into sales profile but is stuck with a trading comapny (though they call themselves as SERVICE COMPANY...) but can't get any service contract since over a year from any of their customers. And now m not getting jobs from my core....(main pada hua adhaa bhool bhi chuka hoon..) agar interview hua bhi toh padna bahut padega..(vo problem nahin hai...) Problem hai ki agar yahan ab dab gaya toh dab hi jaaunga....aur resign de diya toh abhi paas mein koi aur job hai nahin... thats why I am in a fix hindi...